Didn’t call last night,
didn’t seem like it was worth the try
I’ve tried to convince myself a thousand times
that’s it should be you who’s on my mind
burying my shame with endless days
work and books
trying to pave my way
that will let me see the day
where I can finally feel the same
the truth is, i needed someone before you
adaptation
events occur and reactions follow
when he left i felt so hollow
lessons learned and held my head high
defeat is only a loss when you’ve let it subside
reality is, I needed that love to survive, in order to live
my drug to my addiction
and yet, here i am… unable to want that love you give.
