maybe i forgot how it feels
a heart beating completely intertwined with yours
maybe i forgot that i can describe
what i chose not to admit
when we’re alone
our breath heavy with anxiety
heating up the room
as i see you face to face
the light beams perfectly on your lips and smile
maybe i forgot that i can’t speak
when you talk
when you wondrously stare at me
with those deep, pensive, brown eyes
I’ve already lost…
my train of thoughts has departed
left me wondering when will it come back
all that remains is this heart
this love
this affection the never ceases to fulfill itself with questions and doubts…
you’ve become too precious for me to continue
too beautiful to touch
to exquisite to have
yet in the darkest night
in the silent hour of day
in the woods that i roam in my sleepless nights
cradled in my bed
embedded daily
a quick reminder….
isolation is my constant solace
my only remedy
my only cure
and like a mirror,
i shatter my emotions, cry my pain and realize that it’s you…i’m willing to break my own heart for.
